Today is a special day, and I want to celebrate the love we share with you in the most meaningful way. From our first moments together to the incredible memories we’ve created, this page is dedicated to you. I love you more than words can express! I also have some things you need to hear.
It all started when I first say you in that mall, your beautiful pale complexion and bright brown pretty eyes, I remember that moment like it was yesterday. You were nervous and a little hard to talk to but im glad I did at the end, because everything changed from that point on.
We had our first date at well tbh we nvr went on a proper perfect date and i do want to also apologize for that my love. lets say the day i asked you to be my girlfriend and you said yes btw lets fucking gooooo, We talked for hours, laughed, took so many pictures, made so many memories and shared so many things. I knew then that this was the beginning of something special.
Our year started off like any other relationship some might say a little to fast some might say infatuation but I dont care what they said I knew i fell in love wit you. we went thru alot of issues in regard to our parents and situations family pretty much and I onow how hard it was for you to feel the way you did. Im sorry you have to go through so much things in your life, undeserving, complicated, hard to handle situations I really just wanted to shownyou that you can be loved and that u can be happy. late september I can asusme would've been the worst time of the year for you and thats my fault my family fault that petty manipulative liar summers fault, I wouldnt sugarcoat it it was an hard situation for you and for me as well and im so sorry you had to go through that baby. Lets continue where we left off, We went an hotel for your birthday not the most expensive and im sorry if I didnt do enough but i wanted you to be happy and enjoy the day when he brought you into this world and also the day to come the day you was brought to each other. Theres alot more experiences we had this year and I would love to tell you about them but I dont want you to be reading all night (even tho you love to read 😭). Lastly well not really my birthday that was the first birthday nor the last one ive ever spent with you you did so much things for me for my birthday and I cant thank you enough U really wish I had more to spoil you and help you with but it will come I believe that. You gave me a chain that I wear everyday so you be with me wherever I go well atleat until we make it to our first apt together, and a ring I only wear I only wear on special occasions because of bow important it is to me I dont even want to scratch it. I need you to know you made my birthday something I always felt like I needed in my life a day where I can enjoy it with somebody other than my family so thank you Ashliya for being part of my not so exciting life really bby thank you. ❤️
My Dearest Ashliya,
As I sit here thinking about everything we’ve shared, I am overwhelmed with gratitude and love. From the moment we met, I knew you were the one. You’ve brought so much happiness into my life, and I am forever thankful for you.
Every day with you feels like a dream come true. You are my best friend, my confidant, and my love. I promise to always cherish you, laugh with you, and support you in everything you do. Right now Chelsea playin songs and when I think about you or the things we went through the things we did the way we kissed made love and laughed I really want to cry man and idk why im so happy man im so worried about you im so many things thank you for bringing this wonderful feeling into my life thank you bby.
Before anything I just want to reassure you that this.. us will make it I trully believe that so please continue being your self with me please try talking to me when your down or when your upset I dont want to leave your side, I dont want you to be alone I love you.
Happy Valentine’s Day, my love. Here's to forever with you. As god watches over us and guide us on the path he has laid out for us. Mark 10:9 ❤️
Yours, Cristian your future husband